Hey everyone, as I said, I really wanted to talk about something important… so here it is.

I just want to ask—why can’t Devyani stay childish throughout the novel?

Yes, she is very innocent and I will make sure she learns things slowly—about intimacy, about the world, about emotions and life.

But I don’t want to transform her into a bold, fiery character.

Her innocence is her charm. Her purity is the reason Rivan fell for her.

Not every heroine needs to be strong, outspoken, or mature from the beginning.

She will take a stand for herself when the time comes, she will grow… but I don’t want to erase the child inside her.

That is who she is.

And honestly, many of us have a childish part in us too, right? Why should she be different?

I feel like I’m not the one writing the story…

Rivan and Devyani are writing it themselves.

I’m just the messenger between them and you all.

So I truly hope you won’t be upset with me.

Please don’t feel offended.

All I’m asking is let Devu be Devu.

Let her innocence stay alive.

Even when she becomes a mother someday, she will still remain Rivan’s first baby and that is FINAL. ❤️

I’m sorry if any of my words hurt you…

I just want you all to understand that not every heroine needs to fit the same mold.

If my heroes are strong enough to protect, guide, and love their innocent wives… then trust me, it’s not a weakness.

It’s beautiful. ✨

💖 — If you love Devyani just the way she is

🖤 — If you think her character needs a change

📌Important Update Schedule Notice

From now on, you will get:

✨ Either one update per week

📍 (around 10–11k words in one long chapter)

OR

✨ Two updates in a week

📍 (each around 5–6k words per chapter)

So no matter which format

you will still be getting the same total content every week! 💖

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And secondly — about Aditya Thakur’s girl

Yes, he will get his own girl very soon.

And like always… Maya never sends “normal” girls into the lives of her dangerous heroes.

I don’t know why my brain refuses to create normal couples chaos is my genre 🤭🔥

Third Reyansh & Jinal are already getting their own book which will be releasing soon!

But managing multiple books at the same time is very hectic, so their updates might be a bit slow.

I’m letting you all know from the beginning so it doesn’t disappoint anyone later.

Now here’s where I really need your help…

Jinal’s book already has two couples (and I can even reveal the second couple 👀)

So I can’t add Aditya there.

And I also don’t want to start another separate book for him, because I have to focus on the Rathore story too.

So I want to ask you all honestly:

Should I continue Aditya’s love story right here, in this book itself?

Or do you want a completely separate book for him?

Please tell me I’m very confused 🥺

And not having a decision is demotivating me so much.

Your answers matter a lot to me, and I will go with what majority of my babies want ❤️

📘 — If you want Aditya’s separate book

❤️ — If you want his love story inside this book

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Major News: My college has officially started… and I am terrified 😭

College life for me is hectic and honestly a little traumatic.

It gives me stress, anxiety, headaches — everything at once.

I am very, very scared to go back again.

Sometimes I just feel like disappearing…

If possible, someone please kidnap me and save me from this torture

Since my college has begun, I won’t be able to provide regular updates.

I’m really sorry.

But trust me, even if I work 18 hours a day, it still feels less because I have to:

• Travel to college

• Attend classes

• Complete college work

• Do house work

• And write for you all

So yeah… I might already be dead inside 😭💀

All I want is your patience.

Please don’t hate me for late updates.

Please don’t be harsh — I’m a very sensitive girl ❤️

One rude comment and I will overthink it for two days straight.

This doesn’t mean you can’t tell me my mistakes — you definitely can!

But please be polite. I’m already trying my very best.

And lastly…

Thank you so much for being my biggest supporters,

my best readers,

and truly… my second family. 🤍

Whenever I’m stressed or crying, I come here and read your comments

and it gives me peace, comfort, and strength to continue.

I love you alllllllllllllllllllllll ❤️❤️❤️

Please stay with me always.

And… I really want to share something with you all today.

Lately, I haven’t been feeling okay.

Not physically sick… but mentally low in a way I cannot explain.

It feels like fear without a reason — like something is wrong but I don’t know what.

I feel weak… unmotivated… like my world is losing its colors.

Some days, I just want to disappear for a while.

I want to scream, cry, let it all out — but I can’t.

My own emotions feel like strangers to me.

And even though so many of you message me saying I can share anything…

This time, I don’t even know what to share.

I don’t understand these feelings myself.

Sometimes I ask myself…

“Am I disappointing you all?”

“Am I being too irritating?”

“Do I deserve the love you all give me?”

I am terrified of the answer.

But even in this darkness… I know one thing —

You all are the only reason I still feel connected to something real.

Your love gives me hope that maybe, just maybe… I’ll be okay.

So please… be patient with me 🫶

I am trying.

I promise I won’t give up.

Thank you for being my safe place 🤍

I love you all more than words can ever explain ✨

🌼 Be happy. Be safe.

And please… take care of your parents.

Don’t be rude to them — they are the only ones who truly love you without conditions.

Talk with your siblings.

Don’t break bonds with your friends — meet them, create memories with them.

Life gets better when we don’t walk it alone.

Eat healthy… but also enjoy your favorite junk food sometimes 🍟💛

Give your heart what it needs.

This society?

Even if you do your best, they will find a reason to criticize.

So stop caring about what “they” think.

It’s your life — and we get only one.

Follow your heart — even if the world disagrees.

Put your phone down sometimes ✨

There is a beautiful life happening right in front of you.

Spend time with your family — they are priceless.

In the end, we all leave this world one day.

So leave with moments… with laughter… with love…

Not with regrets.

Remove the word “Kaash” from your life.

Just do it.

Take the risk.

Choose yourself. 💫

Thank you for staying with me.

Take care.

Bye bye 🤍